Sunday, October 25, 2009

Why?

I could never kill myself. I love my wife and my cats too much, and I'm too much of a coward to do it. But at times like this, I wonder why I'm here. It all seems so stupid and pointless. Me, most of all.

1 comment:

Tom Armstrong said...

O Friend. I hate seeing you post this.

You are my amazing, spectacular friend.

You have as much 'right' as anyone on earth to be here. [I know saying THAT, in a way, sounds not-very reassuring. Still, it means you shouldn't take on a feeling that you are fading away -- if that makes any sense.)

Stick it out, Old Sport. Life is a roller coaster ride. Right now you're a bit at the bottom of the climb, taking a few bumpy splashes in the water. But, patience. The top of the Matterhorn [the horn of all that matters] is coming soon. Weeeeeeeeeee.